The shadows begin to form, the strain of indecision, whose voice i commonly hear, on almost any position. the negative energies, telling me im wrong, the blackness of self doubt, stay all day long, unsure of my direction, i rush healdlong in, blindly i force my path, shakingly i hope to win. the clouds start to part, a ray of hope shines through, but its quickly snuffed out by the pain wrought by you. and back down i go, forever you haunt me, you turn my existance into a self fulfilling prophesy.
the trinity is summoned, forever lasting
order, chaos and temperance, enternal fasting
the embrace of another, borrowed love
everlasting passion, grace from above
these are sought, but never found
from the desperate and lonly, earthly bound
always wanting, ne'er discovering
always hurting, they lack recovering
my mind stop wandering, ending it's search
it found what it sought, and returned to it's perch
soon to leave again, on a worldly flight
ignoring the pain, agony, and other's plight.
it seeks one thing, that which only it can see
where is it's location, not even know to me
but it will find what it wants, it never fails
for
The shadows begin to form, the strain of indecision, whose voice i commonly hear, on almost any position. the negative energies, telling me im wrong, the blackness of self doubt, stay all day long, unsure of my direction, i rush healdlong in, blindly i force my path, shakingly i hope to win. the clouds start to part, a ray of hope shines through, but its quickly snuffed out by the pain wrought by you. and back down i go, forever you haunt me, you turn my existance into a self fulfilling prophesy.
Current Residence: a house Favourite genre of music: goth rock Favourite photographer: pics are nice Favourite style of art: the one i'm working on Operating System: th eone on the comp MP3 player of choice: digital music Shell of choice: i'm no crab Wallpaper of choice: i prefer paint Skin of choice: scales Favourite cartoon character: naruto Personal Quote: he who laughs last.....Thinks slowest
Favourite Visual Artist
FURAN-SAN
Favourite Movies
anime
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
the one i'm listening to
Favourite Writers
StarlightAngel01
Favourite Games
the one i'm playing
Favourite Gaming Platform
RPG
Tools of the Trade
hammer, axe, sword, knife, shuriken, They all work
i have discovered how i can contribute to the world at large, i will take everything i know, or think i know, and give my views on random subjects. feel free to message me to let me know if you want anything in particular chaotified. now where is that stupid publish button wandered off to now.......
well, since i royally blow at drawing, and my photography is kinda lacking inspiration, i have decided to put my ecclectic mind to good use and inspire those around me. so, if someone wants to get some insane inspiration or new ideas, feel free to chat me up, i dont bite, but i may yell at times. lol
please be honest
WOULD YOU...
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] miss me if we went out then broke up?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] tap me on the a**?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] caress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] let me wear your pants?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?
DO YOU...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] wan